Hello?!?!

Morning :)

Well, I didn't rest too much last night - actually, when I got home, my elder sister was there, and we hung out for a bit, until I even went over to her place to have a cuppa tea and talk/relax. My stiff neck was just getting worse, and everytime I lay down and got up, the top of my head would rock like something was going to fall out. But I just couldn't sleep... so we talked and limed until about 10pm, then I left her to hit 'my' bed - where I slept like a baby - well, a stiff-necked baby, at least :)

And I did eat a lil somethin' somethin' when I got home... though my stomach is no better - nor is my appetite. Ach.

I figure there's a bug of some sort going around... and I caught it. But added to this, I believe it is stress related - my mom is really onto me - she even went on to tell my elder sis, Suz, to encourage me to move out so I can get outta her face. It hurts to hear this... because really, I'm not too sure what I'm doing wrong - heck, she doesn't even let me know! She just pouts and 'blows hard' when I'm around. Anyways! None of that on this blog!!

This morning, all the Chemical Engineers came together to discuss why pressure is greater as you go down a pipe... now, mind you, no one is talking to me - in fact, the are downright excluding me here... I'm the only one in the office who wasn't asked if they knew why it is so...

HERROOOO?!?!?!? I did study Physics!!! I really am not considered much here - and my intelligence is not appreciated. Ah well - everything for a time, right? This is not the end of the world, nor does it have to be my one and only job and destiny :) hehe...

Ok! So what to do about that??? Go on to an MPhil. in, like, Physics or Mechanical Engineering??? Who knows... I'm trying. But the CFA is another option - just a more foreign one. It may bring more security in terms of job, title, etc... however, suppose I appreciate higher study in Mechanics?! Where the heck is that gonna take me - who knows... pull and tug... but me gotsta make up me mind!

*What will it be... will Zuper take on the life of security or would she dive into the world of research and academia... stay tuned, and keep reading The Adventures of ZuperZue!*