Bizzy!

I swear - I love being busy, but man! Sometimes a deadline can hover over your head until you gets the jobs done-s!

How you doin'? *Joey style*

Well! I got me an apartment! No pictures yet, and well, not for a little while again... I gotta get pillows and curtains that I like... but I got me my key, met the neighbours - and I'm all excited again!

Yes - I did get some balls and spoke to mom - but it went by so briefly - she had nothing else to say but, "Whatever Sue-Ann... your decision". Woof.

Do you know that NAMBLA is a real organisation???? Maaaannn... whew! And the way these men flower-up these relationships (Man/boy love or just boylove ... or worse Christian Boylove!) is just... well, incorrect! Ach...

Tell me - isn't this a natural thing? If you know someone that you trusted wholeheartedly, then they break that trust - not once - not twice - but several times... you get to a point where you just expect to find them doing something that required a "little white lie". Not so? I think it is... it is almost human nature - I mean, that's how we learn! For instance - you put your hand on the pretty fire... you get burnt. You try it again - maybe a different looking flame - you get burnt again that feels pretty darn much the same as the last one. The next time, you touch it with caution and second guessing yourself - yes, it is flame, so you get burnt. So, you learn - FIRE BURNS. It's the same principle, I think, with human emotional hurt - sort of. I mean, you eventually expect to get hurt/lied to/crushed by someone that has done it countless times before, right?

I hate weakness...

Anyways - so I'm buying pillows and stuff today - whoo hoow!

I'll keep you posted... *hehe*

*Zuper zips off into another dimension - hopefully with new insight and outsight on her current situations*